Monday, May 15, 2006


I Should Write Another Poem Today

I should write another poem today,
Cause I've really got alot to say.
Should I write about war?
Should I write about peace?
I'd rather write about bacon grease!

I should write another poem today
Cause I like to make words JUMP and p~l~a~y
At times I'm whimsical
At times I'm DEEP
And often I'll be writing when I should be asleep

Naw, I ain't writing no poems today
I know it won't be what you think I should say
I might mention God
At times I may curse
So dare if you may, indulge in my verse.

By Stephen on 11/8/2005
Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

Sexual Energy

By Steve Shearer

Our greatest pleasure and our most powerful weapon is sexual energy. From light stimuli and sensual erotica to amicable revenge and aggressive manipulations, creation and destruction flows from this same passion. Fire and ice, tundra and barrenness, love and hate.


I had the pleasure and the agony of a woman who had no middle ground in her emotions. If there were no frills, chills, & laughter, I became the object of her pain and regret. After six months of drama and adventure, I knew this was not for me. She thought otherwise. With the loss of her flowing vaginal juices, her flustering desire to release sexual tension aroused my squander for pocket change, as I was drug through her manipulated litigation's.

While many of us need to relate pleasure through enlightening experiences, others indulge in pain. Where your going, where you've been, what makes you feel ... what takes you in ... what pulls you out? Ropes, chains, whips; devices of pain for sexual release. Burning of skin, lacerations, genital, testicle, and breast tourniquets to increase sensationalism. And the most dangerous: suffocation to deliver extremely enhanced climaxes.

So where have you been? Sex for today requires more than a contraception and a few pumps in the selected hole! Don't tell me you don't use this stuff?

Ok, so you don't use that stuff! Today it's selective choice. It's your choice ... your terms ... your indulgence. Which sacrifices you can endure, and what makes you scream. Possibilities, plausibility ... participation(s); filling, fulfilling us with the quality required to climax. But will the elated climb reach it's demanded destination? Will the excruciating release satisfy its proposal? And even if it should - was the appetite satisfied?

You have not come to this passage because you have a satisfied appetite (duh!). And many of you have developed so far as to embrace sexual anorexia. It's likely not to have happen by accident, and most sexual abnormalities were generated in adolescent years. But your sexual energy is not removed from you. Not even by the slightest measure. Energies cannot be disintegrated - they can only be displaced.

The night is young ... her skin is soft ... her lady lumps are resonating. Vibrations from their sexual energies penetrate the atmosphere. His mind draws a void towards perplexities distracting him from this moment. This sensuous intensity will not be forsaken. As he draws her closer, the tantalizing fantasy is on!

It comes from the onset. It's derived through desire for the ultimate. It begins because now this has become your joint creation. Your manifested desires soon create energies that actually hold a displacement in the air around the both of you. How could such be derived from outward reliance? It is not in the appearance of your sexual subject that creates erotic stimuli. It is in your perception of that appearance. Should anything distract from your sexual direction, the intensity, both yours and your partners, will be affected.

I use to wondered how a heavyset woman could be desired. But it's not the appearance; it's the perception of the appearance and the toxic nature may relate more to the value placed on the subject than to her foxy looks. I can still remember the intensity I felt when I was succumb to such a woman. Only the experience itself can relate to another's understanding.

Then there's this mention of chemistry. I am emphatically opposed to this notion. There ain't no potion. Nor any fragrant lotion to get your locomotion in motion. There just isn't any consumable substance that can replace desire! For the male subject, you can usually get him moving with a bit of eye candy distraction. For the ladies, it oft times are a bit more complex. Us guys got to have a keen awareness of our ladies' dispositions; of their natural inclinations and reactions, of their cycles, their mood swings; and our sense of timing through it all. And don't forget the magic time of the month - when she sends out nonverbal messages of her wanted enticement. Gees dude, get a clue!

I have failed miserably at this with many of my almost encounters. Just when I think I found what turns her on, she creates a new reaction to what seemed to always work. Nod your head if you relate. What this calls for, what will always work, is your sexual energy. I know that sounds like I'm putting Splenda in your sugar but I'm not talking about that blinding sex drive. I'm talking about the energy behind the blinding sex drive. Convert that to creative energy. You can do it. It's been done - and it works. Conversion of this energy can be super effective in creating the ultimate solution for any situation. And although a little wine my get her in the mood, creativity for sexual enticement will give you both a climatic orgasm that you as yet may never have experienced.

Sunday, May 14, 2006


Unnamed Product Promotion

Have you ever been asked to give out your name, e-mail address, phone number, or other contact information just so you can learn what a company has to offer? Sounds a bit nieve, but this is how most undeserving products and services get noticed It's all in the copyright.

These write-ups for promoting unknown products and services are intended to get a potential customer to hope and wish for something exclusive ... something fantastic! And that, my friend, is the basic intent of this type of promoting: to get the customer emotionally set-up for a sale.

Here's how it works. Before knowledge of their product or service, a curiousity is generated by convincing wordage and the consumer will gladly surrender information just to get a peek at what's on the other side, what's on the "protected" web page. These unnamed products sell well only to "get rich quick" and "too good to be true" demographic groups. And if a sale doesn't result, the company still has your contact information to do with as they please ... even if they tell you otherwise.

Have you noticed that if a company has a valuable product, they rely on the uniqueness or the otherwise customer value to sell their product / services?

You have to ask yourself, "Why don't they tell you or show you what they are trying to sell?" ... Why? Because they have a motive: 1) The promotional company perceives that the value of their product is easier to sell through preconditioning the audience. 2) The promotional company percieves that a salesperson can break down any bariers that the potential customer has. 3) The promotional company can get a customer in a wanting mental state.

The promotional company, by inducing hype prior to knowledge will entice curiosity and imagination. The only other requirement to close a sale is a professional closer.

Another key required with this type of enticement is a to employ a closer prepaired with alternative suggestions. The consumer can be caught off guard thus a reasonable sales agreement closed with minimal customer defense: after all, his mind is now in a preset "get something mode."

Would you agree that getting such an intense sales pich thrown at you prior to product knowledge is manipulative? This type of promotion capitalizes on our want, get, and need satisfaction impulses that become preset before product introduction.

Clever!

Should a company have a viable product or service, I would venture that the product or service needs to be the major focus of the promotion. If someone trys to sell you something without any sort of "what it is" introduction, I would suggest you get to know "what it is" before going any further.

tomorrow never cries

It's the writing in your mind that forms the history of your soul
As you wander on your journey towards a destiny supposed
The naked body shows should only a part of it appear
And when the eyes decide the way, the path ahead may conjure fears.

and although the mouth may spill, tomorrow never cries
it has no shape, it has no form, it has no alibi's.

I see a form...a man...a god...he takes me to his soul
Convicting me of truth in thoughts, detouring future pain
Convicting me of truth in thoughts to expedite my goal
Convicting me of truth in thoughts, not loss but all to gain

and although the mouth may spill, tomorrow never cries
it has no shape, it has no form, it has no alibi's.

The grave is there, for all must die & move towards the morrow
What lies ahead could be a bliss could be a lake of sorrow
No proof to show, could be a gate of angelic attornies
To ward you off or lead you on to yet another journey

and although the mouth may spill, tomorrow never cries
it has no shape, it has no form, it has no alibi's.

By Stephen Shearer In 2001
Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

alone
"CLICK ON IMAGE TO ENLARGE"

I made a mistake

I made a mistake
Can't take it back
Neither white out nor delete
Can eradicate my act

I made a mistake
Caused damage to victims
Caused karma, regret
Blame, judgment, estrangement.

I made a mistake
Can't take it back
Does it yet breathe
The air you lack

Do you allow it
Restrain on your future
I need allow it
Only to pass

Stephen Shearer
11/12/2005
Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

My Comment on Internet Businesses

My interest in internet programs has greatly diminished. What good are these programs that cannot offer any guarantee and require you to spend countless hours trying to get more idiots to follow into the ordeal?

True, there actually exhists a few verifiable opportunities gained through web access, but how can one know less he applies himself to a great number of them? Then later he discovers that 5% of his endevers finally supplies him a return, not substantial enough for most to continue.

Maybe you have found otherwise; maybe you have found that needle in the cyber haystack; maybe you have found something worthwhile that gives you an outlet, that gives a good return (cash or otherwise) for your time invested.

I have been searching for over 4 years, trying to find viable income on the internet. Yet, I am not one to place myself into an opportunity just for the fact of making money - I have to have motive, interest, meaning & purpose. I have trusted several friends, enlisting into what they proclaim as worthwhile endevers. None have proved out to me.

Seems that most all of the programs that are internet based serve very well for the founders as they capitalize off of downline recruits. Enough said?

Excluding autosurf advertising & the returns on my autosurf investments, I have not found the internet to provide me a business endever. Even though I have been burned severely by the autosurf industry, it still generates interest; both mental & financial. Yet, now I do not invest what I do not wish to forgive.

As I view the structure of profit to be gained via internet display, there stands reliable gain through only this source: one's personal interest & his ability to broadcast it.

On The Road to Success


When you are on the right road to success
Don't look around, cause the house is a mess!
You're on auto pilot - don't confuse it with plans;
It's just a matter of time ... you're in God's hands.

Don't burden yourself with doubts & fears
And don't let conversation fall on dead ears!
Remember you can take but one step at a time;
The first for yourself, the second - mankind.

You have mustered up all that courage to begin
Be encouraged, young soul & see this to its end.
So go ahead - get what you need; He will give it!
You only live once ... it's your life; go live it!

Stephen Douglas Shearer
Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

Today's Economy May Be to Blame

By Steve Shearer

We are all subject to an abundance of external pressures and as our worlds develop, the outside forces appear to be a blossoming along with each propagation. I can attest that today's economy may be to blame for increased depression and anxiety.

As we as a people mature, no doubt we will change - individually as well as collectively. Some of the life habits that once were beneficial are no longer instrumental. Many times, a person's maturity will lead them to establish a different residency and sometimes even a new democracy. But now without enough income to enable self-support, we have entered into yet another phase of conditioning and into a new reality of sacrifice.

Owning a home or even renting an apartment has become out of reach for so many people today as their wages from the current employment opportunities is slow to increase with inflation if it does at all. Professionals from most all occupations are witnessing a lack of livelihood. Many will also admit that their living situations were much better when they were a novice in their field; when their wages were more on the level with the economy. Being so, we are now subject to more multiple family residencies combined into single family housing arrangements; much like what our European neighbors are accustomed to.

This has become a new challenge for America; a new conditioning and a new situation of acceptance for many. Even though people may have boarded together in days passed, now there exists the controversy of variable human reactions, of different points of view, of conflicting values.

People can be adaptive, people can be congenial, but too many of us nowadays have allowed ourselves to become inflexible. We have defined our independence, our space, and our terms. And now we are suddenly confronted with passing or reserving judgment on our boarding partner's living habits. As we try to combine all the variations of each individual's values, often one member ends up sacrificing his personal necessities and his character. Is this healthy? Could this lead to anxiety, to depression? What has become of our love and of our unbiased acceptance; which of our values have allowed us to be so self-centered; what happened to the lesson of self-sacrifice?

We have filled our silos with grain that has become rotted as we watch yet another victim be removed from his home. This situation is not due to lack, it is not because of ignorance, and it was not caused by lack of discipline. This situation was brought on through inflation ... a direct result of greed, a result of a person's want that was not his need. Why is it that those of us who have more than we need seem to always want more? And those of us, who have more and yet want, seem to be the ones who have the power to get.

Are we not collectively, from the attitude of self-reliability, the cause of our own future destruction? Yet ... we CAN be at peace without when we are at peace "within." Or we can accept the increasing depression and anxiety ... it's contained within our preferred decision.

Realizing True Truth

by Stephen Shearer



In each life that we individually represent, every soul has his own true intent to do right. By every action that every man makes, his intention is to adjust his world and often others' worlds for the better.


Such a realization is in opposition to most everyone's learned beliefs. We have been taught that there are good people with good actions and that there are bad people with bad actions. There are the "chosen" and there are the heathen. But look around you; the "good" people are not always performing favorably and the "bad" people are realizing their actions.


What originates in one's thoughts will always produce an action. Be it destruction or creation, every person has predetermined by his thoughts that his next decision will bring about favorable results. Whither he is correcting a spelling error or dropping the H-bomb on Hiroshima, inside of that person's present values, his intent is to bring about better conditions.


But results do not always a line with our suppositions. There are times when an originally good action will cause personal damage - often extending to create distress in other people's lives. The outcome that we had supposed can become rearranged into what may not have been intended. It may have evolved wrongfully from either the propagator or from his outer world.


An addict that is relieving his mental anguish by inducing harsh chemicals into his body may bring upon himself sudden death. And what if he's driving at that moment ... ? Did he make a wrong decision? Was he trying to bring about favorable results?


When one looks back and sees his folly, the action is often labeled as a "bad" decision - yet at that moment when he performed it, did he not construe it as "good" ... as something that would bring a betterment? If and when he learns from those mistakes and readjusts his values, all of his future decisions and his future experiences become effected favorably. Through realization of true and universal truth, we can relieve ourselves of future pain and undesirable situations.


When we notice the results of a misguided decision, a counter action will always result. In due time, we must arrive at the junction of choice. Do we condone or dismiss; our personal, our moral, our collective responsibility? Do we condemn self? Do we place the blame on portions, on persons of our outer world?


Detrimental as it is, often we remain unchanged or implement a non correctional change. For most of us, change will not happen unless a significant amount of pain or remorse is inflicted. In accord, we need to relate it properly to the unfavorable action. How much greater the alteration when real facts are presented ... when true cause and effect is revealed ... when opportunity is proposed rather than chastisement!


Aside from our justice system (which also could use alteration) what I see is that the "old school " method of correction and punishment, which entails alienation from the true cause and effect, does not bring about progressive reformation. The wrong doer or his authority feels the need to implement pain or regret so as to establish a mental conviction. While imposing traditional absolutes upon the guilty party will alter detrimental acts, this type of discipline cannot guarantee a conversion effect. Discipline and punishment also requires implementing enforcement which applies unmerited stress to all involved. Also, a policing force will be required upon the wrong doer with corrective follow up procedures - condemnation, judgment, constraint and discipline, and more and more alienation from true cause and effect.


On the other hand, when reinforced values with choice is presented, the alteration of action will also give opportunity towards all parties involved. The convicted realizes his undiscerning thoughts and the teacher (not the officer) obtains the chance to effect a person's future. Only through realism with concern can a person be shown his need for thought process alterations. It will then become his responsibility to choose his actions ... as it always has been. The responsibility of the society need only be concerned for the safety of that society.


As I have stated, each of us has his own true intent to do right. But yet, not all of us contain the same acceptance, nor the original meaning of these two simple words: "true" & "right". The definition of many words can be conditional, being subjected to our own circumstances. But the word, "true" in it's own sense can have only one definition, only one understanding, and only the same universal, original meaning.


Bearing that the word, "true" can have only one solitary definition, then the word, "truth" would also have only one solitary, universal description. As so, if one was to believe in a truth that is conditionally true, that truth is a misconception. It is not descriptive of true truth. His understanding of the word "true" is not universal. Through his mis intent or his presumptions, he will be open to deception - and deception often leads you into experiences beyond your intention.


"When you are deceived, you do not know
that you are deceived - because you are deceived."


We people of the earth are not exempt from deception. But the more we gravitate our thoughts and our actions towards truth, towards realism, towards true cause and effect, the less susceptible we are to deception. The less susceptible we are to deception, the more we operate from our true intentions. And when we perform out of true, unmasked intentions, we will enable the people we come into contact with - as well as be enabled ourselves.


What could hold more importance in this life than to commit ourselves to truth - even in the misdemeanor, "not so important" areas?


orig write: 8/28/2005

revised: 5/11/2006


I'm a Liver I'm a Lover

I'm a liver
I'm a lover
I couldn't have been any other

I felt the rain
I held my pain
I ran away when I was to blame

I made a castle
Out of sticks
And broke a few things th' I couldn't fix

We'd play kick-the-can
'Till it was dark
Red Rover come over in our backyard park

The snowballs, the snowmen
A fire on the ice
Pretty girls on my street, backwoods so nice

So much to enjoy
Why'd we always wanna be older
Be a chemest, a lawyer, a nurse, a soldier

So where is that clover
That we made as our bed
Can't you see it on the pillow - where your child lay his head

stephen 2004
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