Wednesday, December 21, 2022

Ⓖⓘⓥⓔ Ⓜⓔ Ⓜⓨ Ⓒⓗⓔⓜⓘⓒⓐⓛⓢ!



 ∰ Give me my chemicals
Please don't be my guardian
My judge, my custodial care rent a nurse

∰ Give me my chemicals
The evasiveness you all present
Makes me feel so unnatural

∰ Give me my chemicals
Else I may surmise
To a much more dramatic means of escape

∰ Give me my chemicals
Consider my addiction
My illusion, my devastation, my deception

∰ Give me my chemicals
I am faint I am weak
I am too tired to fight you any longer

∰ Give me my chemicals
Here Now before I get shut-eye
You Mainard beotch!! f*ck it - we'll talk again tomorrow.

Stephen's Spilt inK Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

Tuesday, December 20, 2022

แ—ชOแ‘•KIแ‘ŽG แ—ฐY แ”•Eแ—ฉ Oแ–ด Tแ•ผOแ‘ŒGแ•ผT


my sea of thought
washes up from the bay
clustering drips; drip drop on my paper
blank spaces filling from the tit
of my quill,
splashing out samples
of spoiled ink.

now swishing in and out
and around preposterous prepositions
and dependent clauses,
spilling here and there
as I add a dab of nouns
the resonating verbs
are soon spilling their guts
with rhythm ... listen, do you hear?

the fluid formation of sound.
M's and N's are you humming?
sibilants, is that you hissing?
like baby snakes,
shivering to form ripples on my dry skin
drip, drip, I can hear
the consonants collecting
are they coming to dance with the vowels?

the vowels, those foolish emotional cons
regurgitating romance
to blend in with the tide,
have come to create undertow
beware lest they take you in!
it's ready to play now,

my orchestrated liquid
of verbal splash on parchment
word slander jamming,
poet slamming, against a tidal wave
of chords that rise and fall
at the end of each line.

perform for us now, my collection
entice us with a sample,
be it a sip or a drink,
spill upon us your slander
like a river
as you gushingly flow
off this page

was it yesteryear
I saw my reflection
in this pool of thought
was I was gasping for air
as you say?
sail on into the deeps
as I must be amassed
but yet, can I leave
the fire burn on the sea

nay, I will watch
as the embers float to the sky
then return to my quill
where I live, and I die
as I dock my sea of thought
in your harbor.

Steve Shearer, 1/22/2006

Monday, December 19, 2022

ัƒฯƒฯ… ฯ‰ฮนโ„“โ„“ ฯฮฑัƒ

Her look was enticing but her body protrusive
Twas a dare from my daughter that allowed me to her
Her world was illusive, her world was carefree
She was so knotty yet passionate and true

True to the cares of which I found out later
Were abusive and selfish, manipulative and toxic
Such a pretty face but with low self-worth
Wrapped in deceit, I became her ego's possession

She scorched my world with godly vengeance
When I addressed my separation
The monster within her was waiting
For such an event to play with

I did her wrong, and I know it
When I removed her from my digs
Her reprisal became undaunting
To court, to court, and you will pay!

Stephen's Spilt inK      Copyright 6/2022

Mandy, will never be enough for me to stay

Thursday, December 15, 2022

๊…๊ฉ๊ˆผ๊‹Š ๊‚ ๊‚ฆ ๊‰ฃ๊‚ฆ๊ˆผ๊‹–๊Œš ๊„ž๊ฒ๊‚‘꒒?

 


Where do the poets go
  • when the soul is dry
  • when thoughts are distractions
  • when intent is questioned?

What do poets do
  • when emotions are discounted
  • when trifle is expanded
  • when merit requires intrusion?

When do poets fail
  • to evade our discontent
  • to releave us our follies
  • to dismiss our neglect?

It is the poet who will go to the soul when it has dried,
to make thought be as distraction, even to question true intent

And should emotion be discounted,
even the trifle he will expand
should his words require merit
he gains intrusion when denied

So when do poets fail
to guarantee us pleasure?
Only when his love of self
is above or below his measure.

Stephen D. Shearer, "Stephen's Spilt Ink" Copyright 2005, All Rights Reserved

Wednesday, December 14, 2022

ฤ…ำ€ึ…ีฒาฝ


alone I find myself in good company

what could be spared
from them
we have nothing to offer each other
so we all go home
alone

but alone is not forsaken
alone is not without
alone is forever encapsuled
within

within there is a complacancy
within there is acceptance
within there is a home
forever as I am

and who am I to be
who I am
who am I to see
who I am

to be, to see, to feel;
shall I encompass -
doubt
fear
lack
  ...despondancy

who am I to say
who I am not

I am; who I am - should I be else?

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